Emmanuel = “GOD IS WITH US”
Doctors have very little hope for my existence telling my grandma that not only could I not survive in my mother in her condition because she was only 12 weeks pregnant with me brain dead and comatose because a young homeless teenage boy she was trying to help giving him $10.00 who turned out to be a bully attacked her. They didn’t know GOD had other plans for my life.
GOD personally named me, my grandmother told me when my Mother Tara was at the end of her 7th week with me she wasn’t sure what she should do, she had just graduated high school and had just entered her first year of college, she wasn’t married and wanted my grandma’s opinion on what she should do??
My grandmother told her to pray about her decision and whatever she came up with that she would support my mom, neither one of them knew that GOD had plans of HIS OWN. My grandma goes on to say that night she had a dream and in the dream there was a doctor standing in the corner with a long white jacket on and GOD said to my grandma don’t let the doctor touch Tara, she’s going to have a little boy and you are to name him Emmanuel which means GOD is with us.
So the next day my grandma said she told my mom about the dream and what GOD had shared with her, my Mom replied saying Mama I don’t need you naming my baby, my grandma told my mom go ask GOD for herself that GOD didn’t have any problems giving confirmation.
My mom did, and my grandma said about 30 or 40 minutes went by and my mom came back all excited saying mama you were right GOD told me the same thing, that I was going to have a little boy and to name him Emmanuel needless to say they both were extremely happy and very excited about my arrival.
Neither one of us had a clue that within a four week period that exciting news would turn into heartbreak, disbelief and indescribable emotions wrapped around the miracle that unfolded in front of everyone near and far leaving most speechless that was everyone with the exception of my grandma. Which told the doctors day in and out that I would make it, because GOD say it, you could imagine most thought that my grandma was very delusional to say the least. November 22nd changed the course of all of our lives from my mom Tara being brutally attacked after giving a young guy $10.00 who asked her for the money cause he was homeless and it was his birthday. His attack left her in a coma and brain dead; and because she was only 12 weeks along with me doctors said that in that condition it was medically impossible for me to develop and grow at that low gestation because of my mom’s condition and that my grandma should abort me. My grandma said at that moment that dream she had came back to her when GOD told her don’t let the doctors touch Tara, she said at that moment she knew she was in for the fight of her life to save both of us.
One day turned into 115 days my grandma stayed by our side sleeping in a hospital chair almost 4 months and I Thank GOD she did, not only did the doctors have very little hope for me telling my grandma they did research around the world and it was medically impossible for me to grow and develop in my mom she had three things against her not just being in a coma but also brain damage plus I was only 12 weeks; she couldn’t eat, walk or talk. They told my grandma she was wasting time and that this would cost a lot of money to end up with the outcome of me not surviving.
My grandma said she told every doctor and anyone who would listen that GOD was going to bring me through; but again, they thought my grandma was in denial. She had just lost her only child and they thought she couldn’t accept that fact, needless to say my grandma has the kind of Faith that moves mountains.
IF I CAN SEE MY MOM JUST ONCE
Now this is what my grandma explains took place next, once the doctors and hospital administration realized that they couldn’t change my grandma’s mind they decided they would give my mom two cans of ensure and ride it out waiting each day thinking it would be the last day that my mom would take her last breath. But they didn’t know my grandma knew GOD personally and she called him PAPA, she said on March 16th the day that GOD spoke for HIMSELF Loud and clear that and there would be no mistake who was making the delivery. Now allow me to remind you my mom is in a coma and dead dead only receiving 2 can on ensure for her food nutrition she my mom pushed me out without any doctor being anywhere to be found. I wasn’t breathing, they rushed me to ICU, I had heart and eye surgery before I was 3 weeks old on oxygen the first 8 months of my life with more medical conditions can count. They told my grandma that I wouldn’t be able to walk, talk or do anything at all that because my mom was brain dead I also had severe brain damage or worse. They didn’t know who my grandma was or how strong her faith is; she took the ride with me and my Mom getting me on this side safely but weak sick as a baby could be without being dead.
She was still believing that GOD would not let her down in regards to HIS promise about me; unfortunately for my mom 2 days after she pushing me out on her own the hospital took her off life support. They told my grandma it was a law in Georgia and she didn’t have a say in their decisions. It seemed that they were very disappointed that my grandma didn’t abort me, So they unplugged my mom and she went to Heaven.